I just posted about my computer woes and the five week wait issue and I have so much more to say about that, but I won’t. My head is spinning from all my computer angst. I finally decided a good title for this post would be Six Weeks or Seven. I am not able to [...]

Today I hit seven weeks. I began feeling green yesterday with twinges of greenness the previous three days before that. With Bairno, the volcanic eruptions that flowed from my stomach until I had nothing to erupt and still spewed forth were how I knew I was pregnant. It was bad. I was scared often during [...]

We have had a really rough couple of days here yesterday and today. I was busy enjoying some chat time in the conference room of the HOTM online conference yesterday morning when my coffee kicked my bladder in to full gear. I went to the bathroom and discovered that there were possible problems with the [...]

As of this afternoon I am officially no longer pregnant. I awoke this morning at 3:00 having some cramping pains about every thirty minutes. Just as I would begin to drift back off to sleep I would be jostled awake by yet another cramp. This went on for most of the day. I tried to [...]

I am so tired of crying. I know it is still fresh. I know I am supposed to be sad. I can not imagine that anyone wants to read the description of the images in my head of what I keep seeing and feeling. It is not pretty. I believe the baby was a girl. [...]