Literally. I can hear the thunder in the distance. It matches my mood today. That does not have to be a bad thing either. Rain is good. Rain cleanses the earth. Rain makes the grass grow. Rain is free. Rain is fresh and natural. Rain. Rain is good for the earth like, tears for the [...]

I found myself counting again last night. We were just sitting down to dinner, getting the younger ones situated in their seats, about to say the blessing when it hit me. It caught me off guard, too. I have talked before about the counting. This time it was different. Yes, someone was missing, but not [...]

When fear and panic kick into overdrive I mentioned before that I have been having trouble breathing and bordering on panic attacks again. I have been having nightmares since she died and we lost her forever. I have been awakened numerous times with the fear of my dreams feeling so real. So real that I [...]